Dear friend, I am sitting here thinking about you and this space and how much I want to just chat again. It’s been a long time without any writing here, and I miss it. They – I don’t know who these people are, mythical guru types – say that you’re never supposed to put a blogging explanation up when you stop writing for a while, but I have to keep reminding myself that this is my space. I get to make my own rules.
What a year. We aren’t at the end, but the events in the world, the bloodshed, the disrespect, the abuse, it seems like we’ve opened a Pandora’s box that will not be shut as venom pours out. In my own life, I faced one of the most challenging personal situations I’ve dealt with in a long time. The middle of this year felt lost in this battle against fear and against myself. I started a graduate program at our local seminary, and I finished my first class last week. It was the second half of the Old Testament – Prophets and writings. I left every class overwhelmed with what I did not know about the Jewish context for these books, overwhelmed and grateful. When I read the headlines of our often unstable world, it helped to read the stories of unstable times that are thousands of years old. We are not the only ones who face immoral leaders and deal with abuse of power. It’s been here, it’s been here for a long time.
We spent five weeks in Europe to reconnect with our family there, and we returned to Geneva, the birthplace of this blog over seven years ago. It’s the first time we went back as a family, and it felt significant. Taking the boys on the bus routes they went on as babies in a stroller. Retracing my steps through the hospital where they were born. Standing in front of the apartment where I met my husband. Overwhelming emotions, many thoughts, and I’ll be slowly writing about those here because I hope to blog once a week from now for a little while, at least until my next class starts in seminary.
When I first started this blog, I was a housewife in Geneva, Switzerland. I think something in my soul was knocking, telling me it was time to start writing again. So I started writing about what we were eating, it was going to be a food blog. Nothing too personal. Then I got pregnant unexpectedly. Had my first son. My father-in-law died. And the words that were mostly about food turned toward other things, perhaps the things that have been there all along, and I’ve spent the last five years pulling back the bandaid on those things. Slowly, unevenly, totally inconsistently. And you’ve been here with me, listening, talking back, sharing your life. Thank you.
I started this for me, a means to process my own life, but over time it became about you, too, and wondering what these words and stories could be in your life. I hope that this has been a place of rest for you. I hope you encounter beauty here, I hope you sense an invitation to think deeply and breathe in grace and hope and move forward with your life with hope as your fuel, wherever you are, whatever you do, whoever you are. You and your life, your stories, your history and your dreams are welcome here.
As a thank you for being part of the life of this space, I’m hosting a giveaway. I’ll send one blog subscriber the book Soulkeeping by John Ortberg in the mail wherever you are in the world. This book was a life-changing read for me, and I hope it will minister to you.
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Lori, thanks for commenting, and you won’t believe this, but this topic is one I have been mulling over for a while now. Just trying to figure out the words to go with the thoughts.
I would love to read more of your stories on food and faith; what is your journey in grad school, and what are you working toward? Also, have to recommend a cookie cookbook I’m reading – Holiday cookies, by Elisabet der Nederlanden…she is from Sweden, and I think you will appreciate her recipes!
Thanks, Emily. I appreciate hearing from you. I’ve started saving my food-related writing for GraceTable, but it’s good to know that it’s missed here. I’ll have to see what I can do about that. I loove the idea of a Swedish-y cookie cookbook. Thanks for the recommendation.
Lovely to see you back here friend. xx
Thank you, Wilma. Miss you as always.
I’ve just joined your blog! Ive been enjoying reading your meanderings on instagram for a while now. I am always encouraged reading about your relationship with God. (Can’t do a capital g for some reason!) being a busy Mum of young boys, I find when I can grab a snippet of time to read your words often such a huge inspiration and encouragement! Thank you!
Hi Kelly, I’m so glad to hear that. Thanks for sharing. And the capitals and lowercase are wonky in the comment box, it’s not you!! Very sorry about that.
Dear Devi. It’s so inspiring to read your blog. it’s such an encouragement to me when you put every days event as if it was the last day! That keeps me on track to take every day as a gift from God, trust him in every obstacle and enjoy the small things in daily life. Continue with what you do, remember you’ve got a talent of writing from your heart and being responsive. Miss you and love you/Britta
Miss you, too Britta!! And I’m enjoying your blog as well, I’m so glad you’re pursuing what God put in your heart to do. You inspire me!!